I’ve always hated dancing; it makes me feel so unbelievably self conscious. I’ve always secretly hoped that being out as Mina would give me a facade to hide behind whereby i don’t care what people think.
So far this hasn’t worked and i’m every bit as shy as i am in drab most of the time. If i force myself, i at least know that i can be less shy but so far i’ve not cracked the dancing thing. A bit of me tells myself that this is because i’m not entirely comfortable being out as Mina yet, particularly because i’m still wobbly in heels at times.
Maybe i just need to be out in circumstances where I can actually drink a bit and relax more. I usually end up driving when we go to many places which limits my options a bit.